Apple Fig Bread
This recipe was originally posted in October of 2012. Photos updated in 2018. Enjoy! 🙂
I haven’t talked much about it on the blog or maybe not all (mostly because I don’t like to revisit) but I had a pretty nasty case of postpartum depression after my first son was born. It was lonely and dark and definitely a place I hope never to return to. Every decision I made was based from fear. I didn’t trust anyone or anything. I lost about 20 pounds and my sleeping patterns and diet were less than favorable. It took a solid year to come back to myself. For better or worse, it changed me.
On the positive, I have more empathy for others going through difficult times. I’ve learned to be more present in my day to day and I learned a set of coping skills that have become invaluable as I navigate motherhood and the various stresses that come up in life. On the negative, anytime I’m not getting enough sleep or it’s a particular stressful time in my life, it manifests itself as anxiety. Not fun at all I tell you.
I’m lucky to have an incredible set of parents that are always there for me. Even at 35 I can call my mom when I’m having a bad day and it always makes me feel better. I have a dad with incredibly large shoulders that come in very handy when I need a hug or a shoulder to lean on. I have a handful of friends that I can confide in and they know exactly what I’m going through because they’ve been there themselves.
I’ve learned that making little changes are hugely instrumental in the way I feel. Laying off caffeine does wonders. Eating a well balanced diet and small meals every few hours regulates my blood sugars. Getting some form of exercise and fresh air everyday is essential. But the most important thing I do to help regulate when I’m feeling off is slowing the eff down. Clearing my scheduling, spending a few days puttering around the house, and easing up on work and social commitments are vital.
I scheduled an acupuncture appointment last friday since I could feel myself starting to unravel. I then took the afternoon off. I laid in bed, drank chamomile tea, read my book and ate apple bread. It was just what I needed. Hope you enjoy it, too! xo, Kelley
photos by Kellie Hatcher/ recipe by Mountain Mama Cooks
PrintApple Fig Bread
Description
This whole wheat quick bread is perfect for fall with a base of apple sauce and fig preserves.
Ingredients
- 1 1/2 cups whole wheat flour
- 1 teaspoon baking soda
- 1 teaspoon cinnamon
- 1/4 teaspoon nutmeg
- 1/8 teaspoon allspice
- 1/8 teaspoon cloves
- 1/2 teaspoon salt
- 2 eggs
- 1/2 cup sugar
- 1/4 cup grapeseed or avocado oil
- 1/4 cup plain greek yogurt
- 3/4 cup applesauce
- 1/4 cup fig preserves or fig butter
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 1 apple, cored and grated (skin on is ok!)
Instructions
- Preheat oven to 350F degrees.
- Prepare a standard size loaf pan with either butter and flour or baking spray.
- In a small bowl, sift together flour, baking soda, cinnamon, nutmeg, allspice, cloves and salt; set aside.
- In a large bowl, combine eggs and sugar with a wire whisk. Add oil, greek yogurt, applesauce, fig butter and vanilla extract; whisk until all ingredients are thoroughly combined. Stir in dry ingredients just until combined. Stir in grated apple.
- Pour batter into prepared loaf pan and bake for 45 minutes or until done. Remove bread from oven and let cool for 10 minutes before removing bread from pan to cool completely.
Notes
This is a high altitude recipe adjusted for my kitchen which sits at just below 7000 feet. If you’re not adjusting for high altitude, increase sugar by 2 tablespoons and decrease oil to 3 tablespoons.
35 Comments
This looks beautiful and super yummy. I think it’d make anyone feel better 😉 I have a jar of this fig butter in my fridge right now!
I love Trader Joes. Sadly, it was my last jar. 🙁
i’ve never dealt with postpartum depression, but i do deal with anxiety. It’s awesome that you have people that you can lean on and things you can do that you know will help. Thanks for sharing your story and your bread recipe, too! The bread looks and sounds delicious! I’m sorry you had such a crappy week. Hoping this one is starting out better!
It is indeed, thanks for the kind words!
This bread definitely looks comforting! I’m so glad you enjoyed the day Friday. I can see why a view like that would immediately put things into perspective! And I love your healthy take on life, I can definitely learn from you!
Thanks, Cassie- we could probably all learn from each other!!
i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE that fig butter! so delicious 🙂
thank you so much for sharing your story. i didn’t have postpartum depression after having Wes, but my anxiety has been through the roof a lot lately. it’s nice to be reminded to come back to the present and understand that phases come and go. and baking will always be there 🙂
I’m glad you’re feeling better. 🙂 I think a facial with that fig butter would do the trick.
And that bread, I mean seriously. Duh-larsh.
I am glad you are feeling a bit better. I know a slice of that bread would improve my mood! Deep breaths and take one day at a time…and let’s get together for a fun day!! xoxo
Love your post Kelley. Thanks for sharing, it’s what I needed to read today. Hugs to ya!
PS: Love the Apple Fig Bread!
Oh my!! I love figs and this bread just sounds perfect.
I hope you are feeling better. My sister also deals with anxiety… I’ll have to tell her to try acupuncture. Blessings and love to you friend 🙂
Sometimes it’s good to take a break and to breathe and to look up at gorgeous leaves to just be like ‘wow’. I’m glad you were able to enjoy that and have your day. This apple fig bread would definitely make my day any day! 🙂
Baking always makes me feel better too. So nice that you have a great network to turn to. We need to bake together soon.
I will have loads of canned applesauce and now a new recipe to try. I like it paired with the fig sauce and may put some dried fig bits in there too.
I think the dried fig bits would be fabulous in the bread!
Baking is definitely comforting for me too. Hope you’re having a better week! 🙂
I am, thank you!
I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better. Not feeling like yourself or feeling like you’re in a bit of a dark hole is so much harder than it sounds. I’m sorry you went through that.
🙁 I hope you continue on the up side. And this bread sounds lovely.
Thanks, Carrian. I’m feeling worlds better today!
I was just thinking about my own postpartum issues yesterday, how dark those first few weeks were, and how happy I am that I was able to get help so quickly. I’m sorry you had a bad week, but I’m glad you’re feeling better and that you have people to turn to. Baking always makes me feel better too! It seems like forever since I’ve seen you, get together soon?
I would love that. Big hugs to you. Thanks for the kind comment. xoxo
I sometimes get so caught up in cooking for the blog, that I forget how cathartic it can be to just cook something because I want to. this is a great reminder – and something I’ll probably need to remember even more as my life becomes even more crazy in the next few weeks!!
I find cooking better than therapy, at least for me. Feeling creative and feeding people I love nurtures me. I’ve never tried acupuncture, but I know a lot of people that have been really helped by it. Maybe it’s time to give it a try…
I find myself getting a little down in the fall also. I just love summer so much in the mountains that it’s hard to say bye…
Take care of yourself and be easy with yourself…
xxoo,
RMW
Such kind words, thank you!!! And do give acupuncture a try. It’s amazing!
That is a pretty sweet window view… Thank you for letting me be a part of your process, for being so real, and for sharing your inner world with the rest of us. Your vulnerability is one of your greatest strengths. (Not to mention your cooking!)
Thank you, THANK YOU, dear friend. Nothing but love for you and your family! xoxo
I love that your so open on here! I was really depressed a couple years ago, and talking about it on my blog was definitely hard, but the outpouring of love and support from the blog community is great.
It’s always hard to feel yourself falling back into a slump, and I agree, baking is definitely a savior. It always helps me make my day just a little better! This bread looks phenomenal as well. It looks so rich and moist, I just wanna slather it with some butter and take a bite! Can’t wait to try it.
Everything is better with butter. This bread is no exception!
omg I love all of these ingredients! Off to tweet this
Thank you for sharing your experience… I love the recipe and your willingness to be so honest with your personal experience with postpartum depression. After giving birth to twins, I experienced the darkest time of my life and could not make sense of it since I had been so blessed with two beautiful daughters. I am always grateful to moms like you who are so willing to share your experience and to help others with the guilt/shame that is so often associated with postpartum depression. Thank you for sharing this wonderful recipe and your story!!!
We have to stand together- we are stronger that way. I’m sorry for your pain as I truly know how dark and awful a place PPD is. Thank you for the kind comment. Have a wonderful day!
This sounds so yummy! Thank you for the recipe. Can I use pumpkin or apple butters?
Also, why did you use turbinado sugar?
You could use any butter! Pumpkin would be amazing!! I like the molasses and deeper flavor of turbinado in this bread but any granulated sugar will substitute just fine!
Thank you for sharing your story here…always important to remember self care. Gets tossed out the window so often! p.s. – this bread with a dollop of cream or some spreadable butter! mmmm
I made this with some leftover fig jam and it was delicious. Already looking forward to having it this afternoon with tea. Thank you for the recipe!